Recently....

Recently I have found myself, trying so hard not to cry, not to burst out into tears, not to want to fall on the floor and just cry and cry and cry. it was just recently, when I thought I had lost the very best thing in my life, when we wern't doing good at all, and thought I had lost all reason to go on anymore. It was very hard to get through the day without crying. I had lost all hope, I am getting some of it back....