Every Single Day

Since the day you walked out of my life I've done nothing but miss you tremendously. Everyday the tears roll down my face. Unable to stop them. Some mornings I wake up with a wet pillow from crying in my sleep.

I want to be over this...I want to put it behind me...but the love I have for you doesn't seem to want to fade. You were not only someone I loved but you were my best friend. It's hard dealing with the loss of one...but both hasnt been easy to deal with.

I miss our talks...our laughs....are more intimate moments. You will always be welcome in my home & heart. I miss you more than words can say. I hope you're doing well & life has been treating you ok.

Love you from the bottom of my heart.....my friend.
hadyourchance hadyourchance
36-40, F
2 Responses Sep 20, 2012

sigh.....
that is now in your, "past life file."
you can't see where you are now going if you keep looking back, over your shoulder...

You're very right.

I'm having trouble figuring out where you are on the five stages of grief. If you are not moving through them in a way that lets you function, you might want to talk to a counsellor for a little help with it.

I'm having trouble figuring that out myself. I'll think I'm making progress then I fall back a few steps. I need a little push in the right direction.