Discovered My Deepest Fear

Okay so I've cried in public unashamedly a few times. It's nothing new to me.

But today I cried at a random hypothetical situation in my head. Cried really good. It hurt enough I cried for a good 5-10 minutes during my walk home.

5-10 minutes of good crying from one little thought. What was it?

"I'm gonna die alone. I don't want to die alone...."

And it's not just being alone and uncomforted... That's bad, sure, but I know that when I die, there will be things I wish I said.

I cried a little more thinking about it just now. :P
ChesterBSchizoid ChesterBSchizoid
Sep 25, 2012