When I Was A Young Boy!!growing up as a loner, i never knew how to deal with it, in fact i had never even heard of the word "loner" at the time. all i knew is that i was different. i saw all the other kids interacting and playing with each other and enjoying it, having a good time, whereas i would try join in, but never enjoyed interacting with the other kids as much as they did, and i didnt like it, i just wanted to be happy and enjoy myself like all the other kids did, but i was different from them, i couldnt understand them, and they couldnt understand me, so on more than one occasion i would go to bed at night and cry myself to sleep, cos i just couldnt understand why i felt so different!! i still am a loner though, but now i pretty much enjoy it a lot better than in my younger days!!
cowshed123 31-35, M 3 Responses 1 Jul 2, 2012