I Tried to Cry In the Shower So No One Could Hear

but in the shower i felt nothing.

when i got out i began to feel sad again.

but i couldn't go back in "you've HAD two long showers today"

so i cried on my bed, and i felt awful, and it felt good, and i felt awful that it felt good. and i didn't want my dad to hear me sobbing, even though i knew he could.

and then i fell asleep and dreamed nightmares, woke up and went to school.

i don't want this to become my life.

tearaway tearaway
26-30, F
2 Responses Jul 25, 2008

i don't remember... that must be good though. mm, i think i've come a wee way from where i was when i wrote this story :)

Oh no! Why were you sad?