I'm A Fatty

More than once? More like forever, every night. I'm fat, I self harm, I'm anorexic, controlled by Ana and Mia. I cry myself to sleep hoping I won't wake up the next night.
anaisthat anaisthat
13-15, F
1 Response Nov 21, 2012

Me too, sometimes I panic when I wake up and realize that I am still here. It is a shock, but I find that the end of the panic I am somewhat calm and disappointed to have to face another day. Sometimes something happens that makes me feel grateful that I did wake up and those rare and short lived moments seem worth it. Do you ever feel that way?