All I can do is lay here in the dark, hug my pillow and cry. I can't control anything going on. I miss him. I need him. But instead I'm laying here wide awake. Wishing I was laying next to him. Thinking of all the things I want to say. And all the silent moments I want. Looking into his eyes and kissing him and cuddling. I just don't want to be alone anymore. Everyday, it kills me more. I'm weak. I'm tired. I'm ready for it to all be over.
DayDreamingDragon DayDreamingDragon
22-25, F
1 Response Aug 17, 2014

I assume you broke up? The best thing you can do is cry it out and not hold back. Did you think about seeing a doctor about this? Your young and have a great life ahead of you to live. Don't do anything to hurt yourself because it has a trickle down effect and your going to hurt you family. Please consider getting professional help.

I have no family. We did not break up. It is long distance. I don't need a doctor. They are ignorant, over paid ********. thx.

You must have somebody you can talk to right?

Yeah. Myself. The walls. My pillow. It's a joyous grouping.

Depending on your age preference I'd be willing to chat when I can. I may not be too good with advice but I'm a good listener.

Ik how you feel I've been in a relationship for about almost 2 years and we just broke up I cry and think about what I could do to change what all happened, but i learned it takes to to make something work. I've finally stopped crying I can fall asleep without seeing him. It'll all get better with time. If he's the guy for you then you gotta tell him that you gotta let him know that you'd do anything to make it work. It worked for me, but in my case my relationship has been broken for months! Stay strong and keep your head up. Cry it all out! I'm here if you wanna talk about it more

That was awesome advice you gave her. 👍👍👍👍

Thanks! If my relationship can't work out then I hope her's does everyone needs to be happy and be loved! Even the baddest people in the world still need some one to call there's


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