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I cry myself to sleep almost every night. Ive had alot of heartache in my life that has affected me today and caused me to experience so much animosity. I feel so bad that I feel this way about so many ppl but I cant help but ask why me? PPL always say that it's better to cry because you get all the emotion out of you but it only hurts worse after because I feel weak. Even when I dnt kno its about to happen, the tears come and I get angry at myself for letting them fall. Im trying so hard to get over my hate and my fears but they always seem to catch up with me. It's something that has been holding me back from getting close to my friends and being able to fall in love and even get out of bed in the morning.

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4 Responses May 24, 2009

It has been said, "Tears Are A Language God Understands". <br />
I do not know what all you have been through... It has not all been good I'm sure.<br />
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We were made to cry for differant reasons.. because we are happy.. Or Unhappy. Again, I'm certain you have your reasons... However...<br />
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Crying for any reason for an extended period of time is not good for anyone. There should come a time we get our thoughts or feelings in order, and live out our life the best we can.<br />
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Feelings often over ride our sense of reasoning. Whatever causes us to cry should be brought under controll after a "Reasonable" amount of time.<br />
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If you can't bring your crying under controll... In my humble opinion... You should pray hard and/or seek help.<br />
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I do feel for everyone that suffers this way.<br />
I wish you the best.... Peace.... ZackK ( Jack )

i have been cryin for yrs now. i am trying very hard right now to make the right desision in my marriage and my life and i cry every night to. i also get mad at myself but it is just something we have to do to get the pain or anger out of us. i just won't let my husband see me cry i don't know if i want to let him know howi feel right now.

I cried every night for my first love. We moved away and I never forgot to see him again.I think of him ofter even after all of these years.

I feel with you. i know how that is, ima 17 year old guy and some people who came to my school have told me the same thing but it makes me feel so bad, i cried for hours one time and it hever helped me at all, i had to go back to the world outside my locked bedroom door and face it all. i know what you mean :)