1. The night my dad left.
2. One night when I came home after a bad night and my mom went off on me, calling me every name in the book.
3. The night I came home after breaking up with my boyfriend for hitting me, and then my mom went off on me calling me weak, saying I was pathetic for ever dating him in the first place.
4. The night I found out my dog of 15 years died.
5. The night I heard my step-dad force oral sex on my mother.
6. The night my first love left me.
7. The nights I was so lost in depression I would cut myself, but it didn't make me feel numb enough.
Those are the nights I remember, I know there are more, but those are the nights I remember sleeping on a wet pillow.