i feel that its a bit sick to have a crush on a fictional character but I just cant help myself. I've always been attracted to bleach white hair and that what fascinated me about Near and Toushiro. at first they were just my favorite characters but now I've developed a crush on these two Anime boys. if only they were real. i have noticed that most of my friends have crushes on fictional people to and it calms me to think that I am just like them, a normal teenager. even if ive always liked to be different.