I Hate My Cvs Filled Life
I am 19 and I have had cvs for about a year and a half now. I am usually sick in bed most days and the days that I do feel good enough to get out of bed ,which is hardly ever, im out of energy from being sick and never do anything. It keeps me home, the only places I go to is school because I dont want to fail out of my college classes and all my freakin doctors appointments I have like 6 more to go to in just the next 2 weeks! The days that I go to school I wake up with stomach pain and I usually throw up my breakfast so I go to school feeling sick and hungry its the worst!! I always feel like crap when I go to school and don't talk to anyone I mean who wants to talk to anyone when they feel like ****. I never go anywhere because of this, i've pretty much stopped hanging out with people I know because im sick all the time they don't even see if i want to hang out anymore because they already know the answer. I just feel so alone... I am 19 years old I shouldn't be sick like this I should be out having fun with friends and having the time of my life but im not. I HATE this sickness and I hate my new CVS filled life!!!!!!!