Daddy Issues >.<

My dad is abusive to say the least. I can't get into that because...idk i just cant :(

But i'm noticing something..

I seek out older men (not sexually, i'm a lesbian) to tell me that I am good enough.. Basically i'm seeking a daddy figure. 

But I feel like i don't deserve one because if i did then i would have had a loving father who didn't abuse me right? Something i must have done.. 
Yet i keep looking and keep getting let down.. 
sjldaksjdak sorry D: 
ShatteredRadiance ShatteredRadiance
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 4, 2012

Are you still seeking father figure to offset your daddy issues?