Trying To Smile

my life has been absolutely terrible, but most DEFINATELY not the worst. the other day, i've never been through a day like one was there for me and i was beginning to think no one ever would be, but a guy named Patrick, i barely even knew the guy proved to me that at least someone is there for me-he hugged me, talked to me, and gave me a strong shoulder to cry on for my weak heart, i could never have been happier. he didn't know that i took 7 pills that day wanting to die or that i wrote a suicide note that day, but he knew i was hurting-PATRICK saved my life that day and gave me a reason to live..he is the reason i'm alive right now.
dannilongbottom dannilongbottom
18-21, F
3 Responses Dec 16, 2011

I need a Patrick right about now. That's good for you though.

message me, i'll talk to you.

If you need to talk, I'm always here. <3

Life is gifted only once , enjoy every moment and be happy :)

i do believe you're right! Patrick is amazing!&lt;3

Good for Patrick. And good for you too. I hope that you will find a whole lot of different things worth living for. Please don't put the whole responsibility on Patrick. That really wouldn't be fair to him. Or to you either.

trust me, i don't. i don't depend on anyone for happiness. but he did it. unlike anyone else....&lt;3

I am happy for you. I hope you continue to decide to be happy. It really is a lot to do with an attitude. Good luck. Stay happy. It won't always be easy, but I hope you can do it. And please, don't make any irrevocable decisions. Death is so permanent.