Despite It All..

...I've determined that the only way I'm going to continue on with this mess of a year / point in my life, is to just sit back and be happy. Sure, it might look as though I'm just being lazy and not doing anything good for my life at the current, but I'm only human and can only do what I can do. Sure, some [most] days it seems as though that's merely getting out of bed and sitting about doing things which make me happy, but why must it be something more than that?

I know my parents, and family, and probably some friends, would enjoy me doing other things / things with them, but I don't feel like life is something you should go about in a hurry. I'll get to X, Y, and Z when I get them, be it tomorrow, next week, or next month.

Since graduating high school and moving on to college, I've had the worst 2 years of my life, but I've made sure that out of everything I could have kept (friends, grades up, standards, etc), I kept my happiness. Friends can't [don't usually] kill people, grades don't physically kill people, and usually, a persons standards [for the most part] won't kill them. But unhappiness can, and I don't want to be one of those people. I don't want to be one of those people who sit around unhappy, not knowing what to do with themselves or their life.
cecillia2010 cecillia2010
18-21, F
May 16, 2012