Yes, I did it, it's been about six months now so that is good. I had a wife who basically drove me to the ground. I'm not ashamed of it, not anymore. I'm pretty open with stuff like that because than people get a chance to really know me and know who I am and if they think I'm a loser because of that , well that's just the opinion they have and will never understand until they may be in that position. I just have to get myself all back together again now.