I Believe I Have Dpd

I am so glad to have found this group. I have lost so many friends through being clingy, dependent, avoiding arguments for fear of losing friends, taking a lot of stick from people including allowing myself to be used, i just cant help it, as soon as someone is nice to me, i want them to be my best friend, i want to see them every day, i text as soon as i have their number etc.

I am married to a wonderful man who i can truly say, loves me back, this i dont doubt ( well i do, i ask him every day if he still loves me!) I could never argue with him, i am very submissive, but i do know i am respected.

Someone i was very close to has basically turned on me and said she cant handle me as i am too clingy, and i am hurting so much (there's a lot more to it though) and i am trying so hard to be strong and keep my distance for both our sakes but i am really struggling so much, i want to get out of this cycle, and im fed up of being lonely.

I have finally sought help from my doctor, saying i believe i have DPD, and she is referring me for counselling.

Thank you for reading xxx
zoef1976 zoef1976
31-35, F
2 Responses Aug 28, 2011

aw, i know this feel :'(

Good for you. I hope it helped you. x