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I Have Depersonalization Disorder

So lonely sometimes.......

By: HeartLikeAChild
Written on May 16th, 2011
Having Depersonalization Disorder is like living a life through an Avatar ....while the "real me" is a thousand miles away.

With everything sooooo far away .....sure gets real lonely at times.     The hard part is ...accepting that I may have to be lonely like this for the rest of my mortal existence here.

(sigh)
By: HeartLikeAChild
Age: 46-50 , Male
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  • ashanti19
    ashanti19

    I know what you mean i have that feeling day by day. It's one of the worser things and i've been with this for 9 months. And i want to kill myself because of it. I's undescriptable, horrible. I spent every day like if i was dead-alive. And don't know what to do i'm so alone. And tired of everything. It's something simple but sometimes i get really tired of seeing things not the way that i used to, and i know it sounds stupid but you should try to close your eyes at sometimes to disconnect from this disorder in some way at least for a couple of minutes it will keep you distracted while you listen to your favourite music and try to relax singing to it. And trying to forget for a moment this thing. Sorry for my english but i'm practicing it. :-)

    Sep 14, 2012
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  • manneckveins
    manneckveins

    Hey, you might find someone who accepts you for who you are; life can be surprising you know.

    Aug 14, 2011
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