Disgusted And Scared

It's been awhile since I've written, wish I could say I have nothing to write about. Scabs are the and worst, my breast and upper arms are the worst, summers here but you wouldn't know it by looking at my clothing, thankfully it's been raining, so long sleeves or a jacket doesn't look to crazy. My breast hurt so bad, just putting a bra on is extremely painful. The face that a lot of my scars are raised and black worries me. I do a lot of reading on the Internet and I know the concerns and what it could mean. Do I stop? No. I have recently told my best friend of over 15 years about this and cutting, she understands but now she's going through a rough time. I can't put this on her. I have no one to tell, but this site helps a lot, although its not enough sometimes.
Alexis2484 Alexis2484
31-35, F
May 20, 2012