Well first I would like to start off saying that I am twenty one years old. I first starting picking as early as age three. I had a birth mark and I would continually pick the scabs off my cheek continuously. When that was not enough I started biting my nails by age four and eating the skin off my fingers and dry palms when I turned six. I have not noticed why I do this because I am always nervous or worried almost every minute of my day. I was very shy in school and awkward. I was also overweight. Children were not very nice to me because I was also one of those children that would have to be sent to the nurse in elementary school because of wetting my pants. I have not overcome my anxiety at all. The only time I felt peace was when after I tried to commit suicide and was in rehab. The other time I felt at peace was when I had my daughter two years ago. I have had three major relationships in my entire life. The first one cheated on me and we dated for a year. I dated the second one for two years and we were engaged and he dumped me because he was not ready for commitment. The third one is my daughters father and we have been together for almost four years and I feel like I am losing him because of my anxiety and anger I have almost all the time. I can almost guarantee that most of my relationships have failed because of my behavior. I sat down and cried today because of my behavior. My husband and I fought in front of our two year daughter today and this afternoon I noticed that she was eating a scab and I pray to god that she is not following in my footsteps.