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I Hate Diabetes :(.

So, when I was 10, 6 years ago, I got diabetes mellitus (type 1).
I spent three days at the hospital, not very much since I was a fast learner and I could do it all myself.
It all seemed so simple then just checking my sugar and injecting the insulin. But since about a year it's beginning to be really hard for me to keep up the good work.
My HbA1c or something was way to high, and they sent me to a psychologist. She's really nice, but still it is hard.. I'm just tired of seeing people eat what they want without having to check and inject before. I am so jealous of them.... And nobody understands.. "Omg, I am soooo afraid of needles" Well then just look the other way *****. "WTF doesn't that hurt? To stab your fingers every time?" Yes, I am dying, wanna try? I don't wanna do this anymore... I think the diabetes also is one of the reasons why I started self harming. I just want it to go away...
Suze1006 Suze1006 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 24, 2012

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I Am In Fear 24/7 Of Getting Diabetes I Am 13 Years Old I Am So Afraid Of Needles I Had to Get These 3 Shots At The Doctors This Year Took them 2 Hours To Restrain Me.I Am So AFRAID OF NEEDLES! I HOPE I NEVER GET A SHOT AGAIN. JUST THE FEELING OF SOMETHING GOING LIKE 2 INCHES INTO YOUR SKIN SO TINY AND THIN! SCARES ME TO DEATH. I LOST 10 Pounds In 2 Weeks Not EATING SO SCARED OF THIS DISEASE THAT YOU GET FROM FOOD. THAT PEOPLE GET COMMON IF YOU DON'T GET A SHOT AND YOU COULD DIE. SO SCARED OF THE SHOT I WAS JUST IN MY ROOM THINKING! SCARED OF EATING AND DYING. FINALLY GOT THE SHOTS. IF I WAS TO GET DIABETES I WOULD HAVE TO KILL MY SELF ON THE SPOT.