It Will Kill Me
This disease is a death sentence. It makes me sad to think of myself as dying but in actuality I am. This disease ravaged the body of my Mother until her dying last breath. Certainly times have changed and there are great improvements to this god forsaken curse I have received, but still....every day I hate checking my blood sugar, I hate having to count carbohydrates, I hate feeling faint when my blood sugar is low, and feeling thirsty when my blood sugar is high. It sucks. It is awful and it is with me daily. I cant escape it, I cant change it:-( I wear an insulin pump to give me better control but how awful it is sometimes to explain what it is and what it isn't!!
My name is Meg and I am a diabetic. I hate it but it is part of me. I pray that I can keep up the fight and survive many years to come.
But for now I HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!!!!!
*OK my venting is done*