Voices

Well I walked to a gas station not that far from me to think a bit without my friend there ... and the whole way moon yelled at me and punched poles walls and other things I'm pretty sure my hand is fractured. But I started to think that she's right. I have no point in life. I don't do anything save sit and role play all day. The only things I like are animals. And even then I still have the eurge to hurt them. If I died right now who would know I died ? The people I keep around and call friends but I. Can't stand ? The parasites I call my family whom I hate more then anything ? Moons right ... I'm not important. I'm not going to make some awesome thing that humans can't live without. I'm not going to influence anyone. I'm not going to do anything of any importance. So what is the point to liveing ? Is there something I missed ? Or is this just some crule joke ? What ever it is I don't like it ... and suiside is not my choise ... but then again ... to moon its not suiside ... but murder .... hmmm well I'm probuly going to the hospital soon so wish me luck ... if there's any point in it


Shadow