I Was Four.

i cant even remember them being together. but from pictures and stuff we looked like such a happy family. nobody has really ever talked to me about this but my dad accidentally told me my mom cheated on him and they started falling apart. i dont even know what to think. i hated my mom for about half of my life because of what my dad told me. and recently just started liking her agian. she isnt my mother though. just like a friend.

but eversince they got a divorce... my life has been hell eversince they broke up.

i got an abusive step dad when i was seven. and after that seening my mom go through men like none other.

had to live my life with dad bringing home new women each week. and then finally getting married just a month ago. to the weirdest peice of **** hoe bag.

i wish they stayed together. i hate traveling back and forth and nobody understands. i want to be stable. its ******* with my mind.