Hating Divorce

Hard. This is all so hard. And I feel like I have nothing left going for me. My parents are divorcing, all my "friends" hate me and my grades are not how they should be. This isn't fair. Why me? I may not be the best person in the world but I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. What did I do to deserve this? It's been about a month since my parents first told me and I know they're both happy but me..not so much. I'm miserable to say the least. I wish I could make this all go away, that I could wake up from this nightmare. I wake up everyday waiting for something else bad to happen. I just want normal. As much as my parents want to move on and date new people it kills me. The thought of it kills me. This all stresses me out beyond belief. I've gotten a headache almost everyday the past week. I hate talking about this. I hate crying. I hate it. I think I've cried more this past month than I have my entire life. Things will never be the same. I hate this.
blairwardolf blairwardolf
18-21, F
Nov 26, 2012