I'm So Sorry..
I once read my sister 's diary. I was 10 and she was 14.
Here's the story: She did a lot of "sports" with a neighbour, who was about 20. I knew exactly that they didn't just do "sports" and "watch movies", I knew that they were together. But she always said to everybody "You're so stupid, of course we're not together!" But I knew that she was. And well.. I just needed a proof, I guess, so I read her diary. And I'm so sorry for it, of course she doesn't know it, and I never told anybody about what I read. But the last thing she has written about, was her first time having sex. Oh my god, I'm so sorry for reading it. I should have never even opened her diary. I knew from the beginning that it's a stupid thing to do, but I couldn't stop myself from doing it.
I'm so ashamed of myself. How could I do this? And then reading this very personal thing. Thank God, I hardly remember anything. And I wish I wouldn't remember any of it.
I feel like I'd have to be punished for it. Is there anything worse to do? I feel so bad because of it. Just imagine somebody would read your diary.. Argh. I'm an aweful person.