Are You There?

It seems that I am easily forgotten and just as easily discarded.The past 5 years have been some of the worst in my life.Believe me that's saying something.My life has been hard since day 1.I'm not looking for pity or whining,just stating facts.In these last 5 years I have lost so much.People,places, things and myself.I guess it's true what they say"when tagedy strikes,or bad times hit", that's when you know who your real friends are.Well I found out I didn't have any.
One by one they all just faded away and forgot me.I don't have hate for them or wish them bad.
I somewhat understand,if that makes sense to you.It's just times like these last few weeks that I realized how alone I really am.picking up the phone only to realize there is no one to call,no one to talk to.What hurts the most is how I was always there for any of you.Even when you called at 4 a.m. I was there.I just can't help but wonder how it was so easy for you all to turn your backs on me and walk away like I never exsisted.I look in the mirror and I still see myself.Why than have I dissapeared from everyone else?
BrokenFairytale BrokenFairytale
26-30, F
1 Response Sep 17, 2012

not from everyone, there is still a fish

And a beautiful fish it is = )