Hi my name is Taylor, im 17, i live in tulsa oklahoma, and im going to be a jr. In high school this year. I have always hated school for as long as i could remember. whenever teachers would ask me to read I would refuse and in ninth grade I had a teacher that made me read out loud to the class I ran out of the class room crying because I didn't even know every other word. teachers never would help me and I never understood why other kids understood things so easily and I didn't. now I only have 2 years left in high school and I can barely read or write. I rely on an app on my phone that I speak into that writes what I say. I'm terrified for school to start on august 20th. I have no money for a private tutor and i dont know what else to do. please help me I don't be stupid forever.