Lost

Hi there,
I'm a 23 year old, who has suffered from Emet for as long as I can remember. I won't go into detail about the number of times it has hit during my life. Because I understand what that does to some people. I have been on medication for 5 years now and have also tried a number of other things from CBT to Hypnosis.
This darkness as I call it, has stopped me Living basically, I regret so many things all the moments in my life where I Shy away because of it, the things I never got to experience, if it were not for the Emetephobia on a constant loop in my brain.

I probably don't even have it as bad as others. But when I hear that others have to deal with this I feel physically sick. I would never wish this on anybody.

I guess I'm writing this post to see if people feel the same about their experience with Emet, has anybody felt like enough was enough.
has anybody truly given up?

I have zero confidence, no licence, no job and still live with my parents.
Is it possible to live a normal happy life with Emet and anxiety?
is it possible to have children and be able to care for them when they need you most?
I just feel like I'm going to end up living with my parents for ever, while my siblings all go on with their lives. getting married and having children.
this is not life I had envisioned :(


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artgurl23 artgurl23
22-25
May 22, 2012