Its So Much Pain!



You want to know pain? Try being me, when its that time of the month. I have endometriosis, I also have PCOS, and PPMD. All of which, make my time of the month, nothing but pure HELL! The hormones, the PAIN, the Emotions, are all intense, and so hard to control. All my life I have had to deal with it. My grno has now, finally started thinking that surgery may help me, during my period. Its some of the worst pains in the world. I rather go get five teeth pulled, with no pain moderator, no Novocain, or anthesia, or anything like that! the pain is terrible, i usually end up in bed for days trying to cope with it, and my emotions are all over the place, and its so hard on the people around me, even more hard on myself. the pain is beyond imanagable, and its very hard to live with. Talk about pain, its there. Don't even bother telling me to take some pain meds for it, because they really are useless, Nothing works for the pain, but sleep, and only if I take my sleeping pills. I hate when that time of the month comes around, I know when it does, and As of tonight, I know for the next few days, Im going to be in nothing but pain and tears, and be emotional....oy vey....... =/


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2 Responses Jul 14, 2010

Anyone with Endometriosis, cysts. should read, Recipes for the Endometriosis Diet by Carolyn Levett... Diet really has a great impact on endo pain but doctors don't have a clue about this!

...Everything you manage to do is an accomplishment to me. To even press the "A" key once, form a word... a sentence, a step... Your life is harder than most. I don't even know if meeting people in the same level of destitute horror that you have experienced will be useful. Does crying with others free your spirit from loneliness, from feeling alone in your experience? <br />
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I'm sure it doesn't. I hope my defunct normalcy can serve to support you.