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Endometriosis- 2nd Time In a Year and a Half.

A personal story in the experience: I Have Endometriosis
O k, here's my story.  A little background- I was healthy up until my 2nd pregnancy (with the exception of infertility), and it's been pretty tough since then.  I had a heart condition which landed me on narcotics off and on for over a year.  I've had my galbladder removed, 2 c-sections, and a laparoscopy for endo April of 2008.  (Basically, I've been labeled a drug seeker merely because I've been to the ER so many times.  I tried SO hard not to be labeled as that, but it ended up happening anyway.  I'll always know that I'm not, although that is little consolation.  I've never done drugs.  I don't even drink alcohol or smoke!)

I first started having problems with endo about a year and a half ago.  The biggest trigger was pain.  I've never handled pain well, and this was no different.  It took almost 6 months to diagnose it as Endo.  I finally had the surgery and it helped a little.  My dr. then put me on lupron which made me feel really awful!  I only  had one injection which was supposed to only last 3 months.  I had this injection last April, and I didn't have another period until November.  It lasted 4 months longer than it was supposed to. 

So basically I've been having periods since Nov, and we've been trying to get pregnant again.  I started having more abdominal pain again in Jan/Feb.  I got pregnant in march, but had a miscarriage at 5 weeks.  I had a trans-vag ultrasound which showed my endometrium was over 5 times thicker than it should be, and I have a cyst that has ruptured. The pain has continued to get worse leaving me with no other choice but to go back on narcotics, bringing up all the old 'seeker' issues.  To make it worse, my insurance has changed and I had to get a new OB and go to a different hospital's ER, making me look even MORE like a seeker.  Anyway, I've been totally up front with this new OB but have really NOT been impressed.  My pain is rarely under control, and while I don't expect her to give me whatever I want, I do expect to be treated with respect, and not as a seeker. I'm going in for another pre-op eval next week.  I just can't beileve this is happening again!  I'm also bi-polar to top it all off, and am really in a downward spiral right now!!!

Basically I've been told my options are these- go back on the lupron (which would make it impossible to get pregnant anytime soon) Go on fertility meds and stay on narcotics until I get pregnant (which I'd rather not because long-term narcotics come with a whole host of other problems- worst of which is withdrawals) or have another laparoscopy, and then go on fertility meds and hope I don't have a need for narcotics.  Things just don't look too good right now!

ok.  I think I've complained enough. I really am normally a very positive person!  But sometimes you just need someone to vent to, even if no one ever reads it! I don't like to vent to my family because they can't really do anything about it, and it just makes both of us feel worse.!  I do need to say though that I have an amazing family- a wonderful support system.  Especially my husband.  He has truly been incredible through all this.  I'm thankful for that!  I'll try to leave this on a positive note!

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Posted May 8th, 2009 at 7:49AM
Here is a true story about somone els that has it...I hope it helps!!!

My Struggle With Endometriosis

AS TOLD BY DEBORAH ANDREOPOULOS

RIGHT from the beginning, I need to say that I am not the sort of woman who is constantly concerned about her health. I do not get disturbed over minor aches here and there. I try to take life as it is. Some days are good; others are bad.

However, during my teenage years, I began struggling with severe pain. During the difficult days of my menstrual period, I often had biting pain in my ovaries as well as headaches, diarrhea, dizziness, nausea, and lower back pain. Sometimes I would suffer from more than one of these symptoms at a time. I noticed then that exercise and rest helped, but it was hard to find the time.

Pain is a personal thing. You cannot measure it, and you cannot always describe it to others convincingly. Sometimes I would spend whole days in bed, exhausted from the symptoms mentioned above, or I would force myself to get up and follow a more active routine, drugged with painkillers. My ability to work and carry on a normal life was hampered.

I was extremely disappointed. I had the feeling that something was not right. But when I had my routine medical checkups, the reassuring words of doctors chased that thought away.
T
he symptoms worsened as I passed the age of 30. Burning aches came and went for no apparent reason. Severe pain woke me up in the middle of the night. At one point, I slept only a few hours during a whole week. Moreover, I occasionally had a moderate fever for a number of days. I ended up using painkillers for various aches, spasmolytic pills for my bowels, pills for my stomach, and ointments and pills for my back.

A Master of Mimicry

The symptoms tormenting me could be attributed to a number of well-known illnesses. My condition was putting on the appearance of migraine, pelvic adhesions, dysmenorrhea (menstrual cramps), irritable bowel syndrome, colitis, and gastritis. I kept blaming much of the aching on dysmenorrhea, but at the time I did not know that the intensity of dysmenorrhea pain is totally different from what I was experiencing.

I was told that it was common to have difficult periods and pain and that heredity, lack of regular exercise, long hours working at a desk, hormonal problems, fatigue, and stress as well as having passed the age of 30 without giving birth could be factors. One doctor even told me that all my symptoms were a sign of good health!

But what about the other disturbing symptoms? My exhaustion was attributed to hard work and stress. My fever was attributed to fatigue. My bowel pains and stomach disturbances were attributed to stress and bad diet. A problem in the spine and bad posture were blamed for my back pain. So everything seemed to have an explanation. Yet, the fact remained that I was feeling really terrible.

At Last, a Proper Diagnosis

I had an ultrasound in April of 1998, but the results indicated that my ovaries were clean. During the following four months, my health deteriorated further. I decided to visit a doctor. He ordered an ultrasound again and found something very large outside my uterus.

Then he sent me to a gynecologist. The gynecologist confirmed that I had either a very large cyst or a formation of cysts next to my uterus, measuring 4.1 inches by 4.6 inches [10 by 12 cm]—as big as if I were four months pregnant! And then he suspected that the cause of my problems was endometriosis.
At first I was perplexed. I knew very little about endometriosis. I had so many questions. What causes it? How would this affect my life? The next feeling that came over me was relief. For many years I had felt as if

I were trapped in a tunnel of pain. When after repeated medical exams no soothing therapy or satisfying explanation was provided, I really felt helpless and depressed, and I ended up accusing myself of overreacting to normal, everyday pain. I told myself that the intensity of the pain was only in my imagination. Now, however, all the puzzling symptoms had an explanation.

Causes, and Treatment Options

The doctor suggested that I have surgery within the next few days—the cyst or cysts could burst at any moment. Before proceeding, however, my husband and I decided to examine this diagnosis and learn as much as we could about the stranger called endometriosis.
We learned that according to some estimates, up to 30 percent of women of reproductive age may have endometriosis! The cause of endometriosis is not known.

One theory is that during menstruation some of the menstrual tissue backs up through the Fallopian tubes, implants itself in the abdomen, and grows there. Another suggests that the endometrial tissue is distributed from the uterus to other parts of the body through the lymphatic system or the bloodstream. A genetic theory suggests that endometriosis may be carried in the genes of certain families or that certain women may have factors predisposing them to it. Others blame toxins and dioxins in our polluted environment.

We were told that every case of endometriosis is different. The location of the implants, the depth to which they penetrate the tissue, and their overall size contribute to the unique nature of the disease. We learned that even the tiniest implant can cause incapacitating pain if it irritates a nearby nerve.

Some doctors believe that a hysterectomy along with removal of the ovaries is the ultimate and definitive solution. Short of that, however, hormones can be used to stop ovulation for as long as possible. This can sometimes force endometriosis into remission during the time of treatment and sometimes for months or years afterward. Conservative surgery, either major or through the laparoscope, involving removal or destruction of the growths is also recommended in some cases, and this can relieve symptoms.

Surgery and Recurrence

This last option seemed to be the most appropriate for my case. After the cysts were surgically removed, I was surprised when my doctor told me that the operation would not correct all my health problems. He said that hope and acceptance would be needed for me to continue to live life as fully as possible despite future setbacks. He assured me that he would be available to help me at any time.

The doctor said that I should have an ultrasound examination of my ovaries every three months and that I should be prepared to take medication from time to time, depending on my condition. He recommended that I immediately start treatment with gonadotropin-releasing hormone. This basically stopped the release of hormones that stimulate ovarian function and put me into a pseudo menopause.

This drug can be taken for only six months because it could cause a loss in bone density or other changes associated with menopause.

About one and a half months after the completion of the treatment, I felt prickling pain again. I had read about recurrence rates and had tried to prepare myself for the next attack of endometriosis. But I did not expect it to come so soon. The ultrasound showed that I now had a large cyst on my left ovary.

I immediately took the recommended medication for a week, and the pain lessened. After some months this cyst was gone. A year later, though, another cyst appeared. At any rate, for the rest of my life, I will have to be on the alert and under a doctor’s care.

Since endometriosis is a hormonal and immune system disease, there are other things besides medication that help my body find its balance. I have had to adjust my diet by including more fresh vegetables and plenty of fruits as well as vitamins and reducing my caffeine intake. I exercise more, and I devote more time to rest.

All of this has helped me to reduce the side effects of the medication and make my body stronger.
During this ordeal, I have cherished the compassionate support and loving understanding of my husband. Additionally, my coworkers—all volunteers at the Greece branch of the Watch Tower Society—have been supportive, and this has warmed my heart. Above all, I have drawn strength from my personal relationship with Jehovah, the one who ‘has sustained me upon a divan of illness.’—Psalm 41:3.
     
Posted May 18th, 2009 at 12:17PM
Look for natural medicine.
Not only natural supllys no,
Natural medicine,..a whole new comprehension of what is going on with u and your body,.
     
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