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SO I GET TO SHARE THE FIRST STORY ON THIS GROUP. I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH FATAL FAMILIAL INSOMNIA 3 MONTHS AGO. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN EXTREMELEY SUICIDAL, AND THE PANIC ATTACKS AND THE FEARS, AND ALWAYS FEELING PARANOID. WELL, THATS NOT HELPING. I ONLY SEE ONE OTHER MEMBER TO THIS GROUP. SO HOPEFULLY SOMEONE WILL READ THIS. MY DOCTOR TOLD ME THAT WITHIN A MONTH OR TWO, I WILL BEGIN TO HAVE HALLUCINATIONS AND MY PANIC ATTACKS WILL GET WORSE BY FAR... AND THAT AFTER 5 - 6 MONTHS OF THAT I WILL DEVELOP DEMENTIA LIKE SYMPTOMS. AND ABOUT SIX MONTHS OF BEING PRETTY MUCH INCOHERENT AND UNRESPONSIVE, I WILL DIE. LIKE LIFE ITSELF ISN'T ENOUGH OF A HORROR STORY? NOW I GET TO GREET THE LITTLE GREEN MEN INTO MY MIND? SO THEY CAN TALK TO ME AND GIVE ME VISIONS LIKE A SCHIZOPHRENIC? I DON'T KNOW IF I'LL MAKE IT TO THE FINAL STAGES...
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Ask your doctor to prescribe low doses of gamma hydroxybutyrate or GHB it can help induce slow-wave sleep. * fixed.

I'm sorry if my writing sounds poor or awkwardly worded, I think a few weeks ago I wrote a lot better and now my writing has deteriated but I hope you get better or God hopefully heals you. :'(.

Ask your doctor to prescribe low doses of gamma hydroxybutyrate or GHB it can help induce slow sleep possibly through micro cells, I know how you feel I think I have this to and I feel on edge or very suicidal. And this is really sad I hope a doctor finds a cure and you get better.

I feel for you and though I haven't been formally diagnosed yet, I have a strong suspicion I suffer the same ailment. Could you share your initial symptoms and what led you to seek help. My first signs were a stiff neck like nothing I'd experienced. I then had trouble walking, maintaining balance, and issues with fine motor coordination. Then, over the following days and weeks I began to lose the ability to sleep.