Do You Think I'm Taking This Well?

More than a week since we have talked. I think I want to talk to you, but I don't know how you feel. Are we together or are we not? I know the mistakes I made and I'm trying not to make anymore. It seems like you aren't trying very hard to keep us together. Everytime I talk to you, it seems like there is a secret. A little secret that when I walk up I hear the words "just don't tell her", and I know you're speaking of me. It feels like everyone in the world knows but me. I think you don't trust me anymore. I thought you loved me. I thought you could tell me anything. You say nevermind WAY to much. You'll start to tell me something then POOF!!!! You know it's a bad idea so you stop. I know your never going to read this, but I need to get this out. I love you but I don't know what's in store for us. To many things go through my head when I talk to you. I never hold your hand anymore.

I just feel we are growing apart, and you hurt me like you're not aware that I have feelings.
Smartypants5 Smartypants5
13-15, F
Jan 21, 2013