Letter To My Soldier
My dear soldier,
Though we've only been together a few months, it seems as though the whole time my love for you grows and both of us have shaped our relationship. There is a serenity Ive seen within you that I envy. Even though its taken a little time I'm happy to know the real Evan. Even though you are gone overseas. I decided this would be the perfect time to let you know how much you mean to me. All of the things you do for me are irreplaceable, and I couldn't ask for anything more in a man. I've made a list of reasons why I adore you so much. 1. Your smile is contagious. When you smile my world lights up and I can't stop smiling with you. 2. You support me in all the decisions I make no matter if they are right or wrong in your eyes. 3. If i make a mistake you don't hesitate to be the most forgiving person I no. 4. You understand my insecurities and even if you help me break free of them you don't use them against me. 5. You always know how to put a smile on my face even if I'm having the crappiest of days.. You always have a way of making me laugh till its uncontrollable. 6. You have proven to me that I can trust you with my heart in your hands and you would give anything to keep that trust strong. I didn't think I was ever going to be able to do that again. 7. You may seem tough around your military friends, but you've allowed me in to see that softer, sweeter, tender side of you. 8. You always feel that its never enough just telling me how gorgeous or sexy I am to you and you never get sick of saying it. 9. When I see you on skype or even in person, every time it always feels like the first time I'm falling in love with you all over again. 10. You are my motivation to make myself better. You motivate me to not bottle up any emotions and if I feel like getting stuff off of my chest or out of my head, you are always there to listen. 11. The number of times you tell me every day how much you love me, how much you miss me and how much you can't wait to be with me again. 12. I love when we have discussions about being together and having a family one day, I get choked up and almost want to cry. You have no idea how genually happy it makes me and how much it excites me but scares me a little at the same time. Those are 12 out of a million things I could list. I can't imagine living without you for the next couple months.. but in the end... i think it will do nothing but make us stronger. I can promise you that whether you are home or away, my love for you will always grow rather than fade. I have unconditional love for you. I only want you and no one else. You have shown me what its like to finally be with a man who knows how to treat and respect a woman he loves. I feel like the luckiest woman in the world to be yours. You amaze me everyday and you don't even try. By learning from the mistakes in the past, the connection we have between us is one that can never be broken by outside distractions. I really hope that this is a forever type of deal, but I'll let that come to us when we are ready. I love you with my whole heart.. You have my heart and every part of me. You are my everything and i would do anything for you. I love you more then words can say. Come home safely to me and never leave.. I can't bare to be without you. I love you.