Its Disturbing

i always have flash backs of bad things that happened while i was in school and of bad things that people have said to me and of things that i just want to forget. i hate it and it really gets to me, and i know that that is what is constantly knocking back my confidence and making me feel the way i do, but they just wont go away. i hate talking about them, but even if i do, it doesnt really change anything, i hate it!
sezy sezy
18-21, F
3 Responses Aug 17, 2007

Lore, I wonder if perhaps there is some type of mechanism like that, not exactly "delete" but "fade". And that this works better in some individuals than others? I had some pretty major things happen in my childhood, but they're dim and distant now. Not forgotten, just....history. Maybe the people whose adult problems are related to childhood incidents have a faulty "fade" mechanism.

Makes you wish life had a delete memory button doesn't it?

I wanted to let you know that I think you need to face these people in your next dream and stand up for yourself. If you think about it before you go to sleep that should help. <br />
I used to have dreams that I was being chased by a man and the moment in my dreams that I faced him the dreams stopped. <br />
I hope this helps.