Forgot How To Smile For Real At Times.....

I have no idea what it is like to smile for is always one likes to see a sad face, so many times I fake it and smile....makes everyone feel better that way, always hiding behind the mask. 
  My life is a mess, and trying to figure out how to make it better, it is a little complicated, in a marriage that is unhappy.....and it is not just the simple walk out the door!! it is a little more complicated...not always the answer...but it is being looked into.....but it is other things as well with some days hard to smile for real!! 
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Dec 6, 2012