Life Is Better Sober!I believe I have found myself again. I am happy again. I been clean for a few weeks now, and I never felt better. My whole life I have waited to feel this way again. I have connected with my god again, I have been trying to get healthy again. I know that trying to find a man that wants to support me a my child is not the best choice I could make, but its just so convinent.. I have really found a great sugar daddy. He opened up to me and told be that when he found out that I was pregnant he was more interested, because having a child has always been a dream of his. He cant have children because of a medical condition. He said that he would gladly take me a my baby in. He told me not to worry, because my child would have everything and anything that they want and need, so would I . I am happy about that, but the more time I spend with him, I begin to like him not as a friend but romantically. He is very attractive, and seems so sincere. He has talked about me moving in soon, which I would gladly do. He has a huge house, he has told me that I can have my private wing if I would like, or I can share the one with him. I have never been this happy before in my life. I think life is better sober.. I really dont feel lost in life anymore. I am finding my way. Some people say that I will miss the drug life, the exictmeant of it, but I want a boring life I really do!
imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 May 2, 2012