Why?

Why is it that I am torn to shreds inside just because you don't return any of my two texts that I sent you today? I feel like an idiot trying to get close to you. When clearly, you just want to be friends. I hate being in love with you. Why the **** did I ever think I could handle fwb? The only time I want a physical connection is when I'm secretly craving an emotional one as well. My dumb *** should have figured that out. So now I'm ******* in serious like, (possibly love) with you, reading into everything you say and do, and you are not even thinking about me. I hate you. And I hate myself for liking you.
secretsymphony secretsymphony
18-21, F
May 9, 2012