As dumb as this sounds... I completely forgot I had been diagnosed with this. It makes so much sense why the past 3 weeks have been so horrendous and why I've been having such a crappy time.
I went to see a therapist, once, right before I moved out of state. I think that's why I forgot all about it.
But anyway, 3 weeks ago, I had to move out of my house and my husband moved 800 miles away, to another state, to work. I moved into a friend's house. She let me completely rearrange everything and try to make my old routine I had in my own home. She knew I was very particular and OCD about everything. I fixed my room the way I liked and even got to bring a lot of my own furniture. It was helpful, but it's still not home. Knowing now why it's bothering me so much, I think, will help a lot with being to de-stress.
Here's hoping.
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36-40, F
Aug 24, 2014