I Have Given Up.

This is my first time sharing my story for others to see, so I am going to keep out a lot of events and details and just quickly run through my story.
When I was young I was so shy that my teachers and family (mom + dad + older step-sister) thought there was something wrong with me. As I started to grow up, my parents became abusive towards me. As a result I poured everything into my school work through elementary and middle school. I had near perfect grades. Throughout this time I was bullied a lot and I started cutting and I became depressed. High school was filled with more bullying and I started smoking. I got kicked out of high school for smoking and had to finish my high school online. Now I am in college. At some point during all of this I decided to keep going and prove to all the people who doubted me that I could make it to and through college. I decided a few years ago that I would make it through one semester of college and then I would give up. Now that time is nearing. I wan't to follow through on this but I am scared and I feel bad for those around me. I just want to give up.
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18-21, M
Dec 12, 2012