I DoWhen I have good days I can actually function like a human being, I can be happy and social and go out and do stuff and meet people. I have hopes for the future and things really seem all right.
When I have my bad days, It's hard to even get out off bed, I isolate myself totally, don't check in with people online (ep, fp, msn) or even check my mail, don't answer the phone or even the door if someone comes knocking. I don't feel like doing anything, just stay in bed in my personal cloud of darknessy. I'm tired and sad and angry and I can't even tell why because I don't know myself. I just know from the moment I wake up. that it's a bad day and that I have to get through it somehow,