It weakens all the time. It's a constant struggle to maintain inner strength and just not break down. I never doubt my strength will return because I won't allow for anything else. It's how I see myself, how I want to live and how I make it through my trials. I am strong and I like it. So when I feel so weak and in doubt, I just ride that wave out and I know that I will soon reach the shore again that is so comforting to me. The shore that makes me keep going and the person I am. I don't consider myself weak because I feel weak, I consider myself strong because I can be weak.