(I understand that I live in a first world country and that I have had first world problems)

Wow! Life is a freakin journey! It's a love journey, a journey of fear, a journey of heroism, and a journey of heartbreak.

I want to be happy, and to see others around me happy. I want the whole freakin world to be happy! Crying can be freakin painful when you're truly hurt... You just gotta cry until you can't cry anymore. You got to feel your deepest emotions. I just want to freakin fit in. I want to be loved by the world. I want to love the world.

I don't want to do anything I don't want to. I want to enjoy the ******* life I have. I don't want to feel ******* guilty at all anymore. I want to breathe fresh air.

I want earn what life has in store for me. I want to be alive. I want to slay the oppressor. I want to rescue the world. I want to bring color to the ******* universe!

I will conquer sin! I will bring freedom to existence! I love life. You gotta love life. You gotta love the life filled bullshit. Life is filled with so much ******* ****... Too much **** but you gotta love it. If you wanna be king you gotta love masochism... You gotta love love.

You gotta go ******* nutz if you wanna feel true happiness. You gotta let people beat on you even if it makes you wanna die.

You can probably tell by my writing that life ****** me up pretty bad. It's ok, it's just raw emotion, you can write like this too if you just let your fingers flow because we all have this inside, we live in the same world!

I have so much ******* hate and rage in my heart... And by the time this sentence ends, it will all be gone now.

I feel better now.
northexit182 northexit182
26-30, M
Aug 17, 2014