Hurting Too Bad To Ever Try AgainIt seems as though each time I try to share my heart, it gets thrown right back at me. For the longest time I thought a happy life was achievable, now I don't think it is. My heart has been ripped out of my chest so many times and shattered. Each time has been harder to pick up the pieces and carry on. I've never looked for prince charming, just a good hearted, honest man to accept me just as I am. I've given up on ever finding that man, so many want to play games. Walking away without ever thinking about the heart they crushed. I don't drink, smoke, curse or disrespect people. I have a good job, enjoy cooking and am great at it. I was married for twenty-seven years faithfully, and caught my ex cheating on me. So I filed for divorce, it was granted, my children are grown and I am ready to start enjoying life again. But I would rather spend my life alone than ever have a broken heart again.
lajj8 46-50, F 13 Responses 8 Oct 8, 2010