I Feel Nothing Now

I have had my heart broken so many times that I can't count. I always seem to attract these fools that are bored and need something to do. At first everything is good and then there is a problem later on. The games, the lies, the manipulation to get what they want just floors me. I'm tired of mending broken men when they are sucking the life out of me. I feel numb now. Sometimes I feel nothing.
What is most horrible is there is a man that wants to move forward with me but I am petrified of him. I question his every motive. I don't trust him. He is convinced that he wants me. But I don't have the heart for this anymore. I just don't.
Simplelady4U Simplelady4U
36-40, F
May 17, 2012