Pregnant And Heartbroken

I am due to give birth to a son in less than two weeks, but I will be doing it alone. The father decided that he didn't want to be with me when I was 7 months along, we had been together for 4 years. I still don't understand what went wrong, I thought he loved me, he said we were going to get married and be a family, and the next thing I know he says hes done with me and he has someone else. I don't know how to move on from this, I love him so much, I gave him my heart and I have no idea how to get it back. I have never felt pain like this before, I don't know what to do, I love him so much and I miss him, and I'm so scared of doing this alone. He was supposed to be there for me, I was counting on him to be by my side, but he just threw me away like I was nothing.
irishlilly irishlilly
22-25
2 Responses Dec 3, 2012

my little boy is almost 4 months old now, and he's happy and healthy, my ex never came back and has not yet tried to be a part of his sons life, but i am better now, i have moved on and met a wonderful guy who treats me well

Im going threw the same thing. Nothing hurts more than being cheated on while pregnant. your emotions are already in high gear. I havent gotton one im sorry or nothing but what does it matter he did the worst thing he could and I know I will never take him back because of what he did. I hope u never take him back he doesnt deserve you at all...