My Boyfriend Doesn'T Love Me The Same Anymore.

I'm 20, my boyfriend is 23 and we've been together 3 years, known each other for 5. We've always been the couple who are best friends and so in love and can get through anything, and we have been through a lot. 6 months ago we came to Australia to get away from everything back in the UK and travel round before going back to settle down. 2 days ago my boyfriend told me things had changed since we'd been here and he didn't love me the same anymore. We had a big talk, I came round to the idea of having to go home and move on, and although I was devastated I was mentally preparing myself for it. I had no sleep that night. The next morning we spoke and he said he wanted me to stay and for us to give it another go and see what happens. It was hurtful that I had had to go through the painful process of accepting it was over the night before, and it upset me a little, but I accepted because I love him and don't want to leave. However I now don't know whether to leave or stay. Being in a relationship with my boyfriend knowing his feelings have changed and he can't say he loves me is killing me, it's breaking my heart and I don't even know how to fix the problem. I just drift in and out of tears, I try to smile and show him I'm the same happy girl he fell in love with but I'm so sad. But if I go back to England, I'll never be able to forget that we could have made things better again if I'd stayed, and that I could still be with him. I don't know what to do. My heart is broken either way.
betty2192 betty2192
18-21, F
1 Response Jan 30, 2013

i read ur story and im sorry if u need someone to talk to just email me at im not hitting on u i have a gf i just really like helping people