My First Time

My first time was.......well, it started out fun but then ended up being quite regrettable. It was with a girl whom I had grown up with. I was 10 and she was 6 when we first met and we basically grew up together as very good friends. So, when I was 22 and she was 18, she was my first ever real experience with another female. But, for me, the fact that I could still sort of picture her as the little 6-year-old girl made it a bit.....awkward. Also because she joined me and my husband for a few 3-some sessions. I liked 'em, but at that time I wasn't mature enough to be able to keep some of the jealousy at bay. Overall, all things considered, it was fun for a time but probably should not have happened, because for a while there was a HUGE strain on our relationship that made me feel sorry I had ever trusted her with something so close to me as 1: my sharing my husband with her a few times and 2: entrusting her with my first ever female/female experience. But, the last time we did this with a chick........^_~ That was pretty cool. Hafta tell ya about it later. :-D Toodles!
WolfElvyn WolfElvyn
31-35, F
3 Responses Aug 9, 2007

I wish you, and your new found love nothing more than the best. If you ever need a no judgemental friend, message me. Your settings prohibit me from adding you.

Wow. LoL Things in my life have change drastically since I wrote this. I'm no longer with my ex-scumbag -- er -- husband. I am with a man now who is the love of my life and, while we sometimes entertain the idea of doing things like this again, I don't know if we ever shall.<br />
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For me, both previous experiences turned into something regrettable and while sometimes I find myself VERY much craving to be with a woman again, I just don't know if I'd have the guts to do it again. *shrug* Time will tell I suppose LoL

Great that you share such intimate details about you.<br />
Thanks for sharing.<br />
Louise CD