In My Younger Years

I was younger than I am now when I was seriously dating a girl close to my same age. We had started out on our second date have sex. I distinctly remember each of us ******* 8 times that night. Our relationship developed into something more than just sex, we were falling in love. During this progression I never once thought about why she had hard core sex with me on the 2nd date. I thought we were just having fun. We had sex regularly (at least 6 times a week) and I never once had any doubts of her fidelity until one day I was eating her ***** and it tasted different and also looked "raw". She didn't seem to enjoy the oral sex as much. I didn't know what was up but quickly dismissed it as nothing.

One day I left work early and showed up at her apartment early. I knocked on the door twice and then heard some voices coming from the bedroom window that was open. The door opened and there she was looking flustered. I saw a mans pair of shoes and a watch on the floor. She saw me looking and said "my cousin came to visit, he is in the washroom". I knew something was seriously wrong. He came out of the bathroom and I came 2 seconds from decking him. She quickly ran into the bathroom and I followed her in. I confronted her about her "cousin" and she admitted that he wasn't but that he was just a friend and nothing happened. I didn't believe her so I told her to pull down her shorts and panties. I reached in between her legs and felt a soaked *****. She knew she had been caught and I knew the worst had happened. I ran out of the bathroom to sit down and collect my thoughts. She came out crying and said how sorry she was and that she was at a weak moment. She started kissing me which quickly broke down my guard. In a matter of minutes I had my rock hard **** sliding in and out of her used *****. I was so excited/confused and quickly added my own load of *** to the mix.

My odd feeling continued the rest of the night. Another wave of apologies came shortly after and I was drawn to her ***** again. This time I went down on her. I don't know what drew me to do that after what had happened but I didn't care at the time. Our relationship went downhill from there and I learned of many times that she had sex with other men, old boyfriends etc. She was just extra needy! I continued to have sex with her for awhile even after we broke up as I turned into one of her "ex's" that she was ******* on the side.

To this day more than 15 years later I still think about that day and I get that stir in my groin.