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They're Getting Worse

Some people take drugs to have hallucinations.
Some people take drugs to stop hallucinations.
Unlike either of these two, I am not on medication yet, even though I probably should be.
I see rain, hallucinate I'm somewhere else, and recently, see bugs.
I don't know if I should share this with my therapist or not.
She'd probably just diagnose me as a pyscho and put me in a mental hospital. -.-
That would be a waste of time.
Emokitten Emokitten 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 23, 2011

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Keep it to yourself as best you can. Everyone who knows about what I see and experience believes me utterly insane to some degree.

I don't know about that. I found being open incredibly freeing. It feels nice to be able to laugh about, to have people that can tell you what you are really seeing, or in my case what I have done during my little 'episodes'. I just embrace my insanity. It's easier to trust others when you are honest with yourself.
Although I'm only 19 and I do fear how this will change when I become an adult.

me too. It's so awkward when u realize it's fake when your friends is around you