i think that we are not alone but in comparison we feel isolated n inferior. To accept as a reality with ease in impossible. i think mostly gona die few ll be lucky to recover but its the hardest part n it remain constantly. i come to know when i was 19 wana donate blood in good will.but i certainly have intution i am gona be flagged. i apperently had not any contact with that but i had such a great feel of it some thing is going to happen n it happened. surprisingly i am a doctor. i have received the therapy but seems to me non-responder. its hard to bear the therapy due to side effacts that i didnt informed my family as its cost a lot of pain to them. i am alone n helpless young dr. i am holding all within myself.